It fuckin' kills me inside. I wanted to be with you so much that it hurt, and you made me feel things I never thought I would again. Whenever I talk to you I have so much motivation, you inspire me to want to be so much more than I am, to be so much better of a person, not for me but for you. The shit part is that it's a catch twenty two, because I can't chase the life I want with you if I'm saving up for a whole year working in a fuckin' cafe just to try and see you for a month. But at the same time I can't not see you while I'm trying to get enough qualifications so I can have any form of a future.…
With all the times we spent, I can’t rest knowing that I never got the chance to properly say “good-bye.” I just want to let you know, That you mean everything to me. Only a heart as pure and dear as yours Would give so unselfishly. The many things you’ve done for me, And for all us five children.…
Maxfield, I thought it would be a good idea to write you a letter rather than yell or cry over FaceTime. I know that’s all I’ve been doing and I want to make a difference in how I speak to you for once. I’m going to tell you everything I can’t say in person in this letter so that at least you can read it and not be stressed that I’m crying or getting mad at you.…
Decision is the word I chose to explain my experiences of how I became and who I am. I want to be different from my brother, uncles and the rest of the family. I want to be an example for my Dad and Mom, even if my decisions are hard to take, because I can remember the first conversation with my Mom about dropping out of school and explaining why I have to do that, how I was going to deal with that decision and asking her to support my decision so she can help me explain it to my Dad. Well, the conversation with my Mom was so easy always,never forget how Mom is so understandable she always help me alot…
I didn’t know my fairytale ending would so soon. I never would have imagined the pain you would cause me. I ever thought you would affect so much. I feel like I carry a mountain of pain everyday on my shoulder because of you. I hope one day you’ll realize the pain you caused me.…
I braced myself every moment since you said those words for the hurt that would come. It was inevitable, and the dread resided in a distant place in my mind, preparing my body to implode the moment our love parted. I almost felt it the night of graduation. Our merry band of friends attended your commencement ceremony, and we cheered for you with all the oxygen in our lungs. I was so proud to see you succeed.…
Have you ever been so scarred that you cried? Well it all happened a few years ago but I still remember it like it was yesterday.…
but you just messed everything up. I cannot put my feelings into words. Words that I wish I could scream from the sun just to see if you would be willing to hear and listen to me. Words that I know that’ll just bring me down to your level. I can only bite my tongue down and hope that these words just don’t slip out.…
What Shouldn’t Be in This World My grandma once told me that the world is full of imperfections. But if I could change at least three of the imperfections, I know what they would be. Drugs, they harm your health and causes you to do stupid things. Over-thinking, causes you to stress, worry, and anger.…
Growing up I used to get upset at you for not doing everything perfect I never took the time to realize everything you were doing right. You have always put my interests before yours and I was always to ignorant to realize how much you were doing for me. I hope someday I can raise my own kids as you have done for me. I will never be able to return everything you have done for me but I can try.…
I won’t remember a life without you because you are the flame of life, you opened my eyes to see the moonlight, now if you perish, please remember that I love you with all my heart and I would keep my last breathe to say I Love You, no matter what. My angel, do you know how much I love you because if you’re able to count the stars then you’ll be able to know how much I love you and how much I don’t want to leave you. Tim is just an ordinary man that lives here, I understand that you may be angry at him but sweetie, I don’t like him nor want to be with him, not for one second. I can tell that he loves me but that makes no difference to our love for each other right?…
The first thing I noticed was the color. It was faded in one section. The different layers were now becoming visible. The pattern of the couch reminded me of it. I sat in the spot.…
Have you ever experienced something that made you disappointed? That’s how i felt when I had bad grades. Although it was a short period of time, I still felt like that was a complete failure. I feel like sometimes when you get a bad grade it will always be there, well that’s my feeling towards that, it might not be necessarily yours either. Therefore, I will write about how a bad grade had me experience failure.…
I sat there in the hard seat of my desk and waited patiently. The scent of Lysol was overwhelmingly powerful in the room, but I knew by the third week it would be overpowered by the smell of musty children and chalk dust. I could not wait for my new teacher to saunter up to me, eyes full of admiration, and give me my paper. I had worked hard on it for nearly two months during the summer prior to this new school year. Looking around the room at my new classmates, it was easy to tell who had done the summer assignments, especially with their conspicuous faces.…
I couldn’t think of anything that could quite sum up the love I have for you. There are no words known to man that can quite describe the friend you are to me and to get even close to that we would need hours. But for the sake of everyone here, I will keep it short and tell you this; I have never seen someone impact everyone around them so easily. You walk into a room and are able to make the blandest of times some of the most memorable. Smiles surround you and for that me as well as everyone who you have graced with your presence is a better person.…