Sarah’s identification with Lumumba as an ideal self, reveals her desire to play a heroic and important role in the history of the African race. In fact, Lumumba represents the ideal image any African American aims to identify with. He represents salvation and independence, he offered to his follow Africans and by identifying with him, Sarah aims to follow him as resemble the power that she lings for to end her struggle as a black woman. However, Sarah fails in her projection of Patrice Lumumba as an ideal object as she projects him as the evil face of the father who rapes the mother and damns her life. The fourth idealized self that Sarah projects is Jesus Christ “The savior”. Sarah identifies with Jesus in the image of the savior who saves people’s lives. Yet, Sarah’s Jesus us a deformed one. He is a “hunch back yellow-skinned dwarf, dressed in white rags and sandals” (18). Jesus appears as the son of a black man and he hates his blackness and worships
Sarah’s identification with Lumumba as an ideal self, reveals her desire to play a heroic and important role in the history of the African race. In fact, Lumumba represents the ideal image any African American aims to identify with. He represents salvation and independence, he offered to his follow Africans and by identifying with him, Sarah aims to follow him as resemble the power that she lings for to end her struggle as a black woman. However, Sarah fails in her projection of Patrice Lumumba as an ideal object as she projects him as the evil face of the father who rapes the mother and damns her life. The fourth idealized self that Sarah projects is Jesus Christ “The savior”. Sarah identifies with Jesus in the image of the savior who saves people’s lives. Yet, Sarah’s Jesus us a deformed one. He is a “hunch back yellow-skinned dwarf, dressed in white rags and sandals” (18). Jesus appears as the son of a black man and he hates his blackness and worships