The horse breaks free of the fathers grasp and escapes to the surrounding fields and yells at the girl to close the gate. However when the narrator reaches the gate, she not only leaves it open she “opened it as wide as [she] could” (161). It is at this moment where the narrator breaks from her self-imposed male identity and the desire to free the horse is greater than her desire to please her father. Knowing that the horse was bound to be slaughtered, the narrator felt no remorse by explaining “I did not regret it; when she came running at me and I held the gate open, that was the only thing I could do” (161). It is only through the slaying of this horse, that the narrator finally transitions into her appropriate gender roles and enters her rite-of-passage. At the end of the story her brother admits she let the horse
The horse breaks free of the fathers grasp and escapes to the surrounding fields and yells at the girl to close the gate. However when the narrator reaches the gate, she not only leaves it open she “opened it as wide as [she] could” (161). It is at this moment where the narrator breaks from her self-imposed male identity and the desire to free the horse is greater than her desire to please her father. Knowing that the horse was bound to be slaughtered, the narrator felt no remorse by explaining “I did not regret it; when she came running at me and I held the gate open, that was the only thing I could do” (161). It is only through the slaying of this horse, that the narrator finally transitions into her appropriate gender roles and enters her rite-of-passage. At the end of the story her brother admits she let the horse