Then, I would be very friendly and amiable, but I would not be go-getting or steadfast, and so I would work harder, making me distanced from my friends. I spent a large part of my time in middle school wondering which version of me was the best and constantly changing my mind about it. Later, in high school, I began to synthesize, to find some common ground. Somewhere between the drum beat and the major tune, and not quite either, I found an exquisite melody: I compromised. Whereas “Giovanni” would have spent all weekend reading a book in the library and “Nicholas” would have spent that weekend lounging around with friends and putting of work, I talked with my friends about Kant or Nietzsche as we studied together for a test. I have found an ineffable state. I have become something different than what I had thought that I would be. I am unsure of exactly who I am, but I know that I am someone who is better than those two fake ideas. As for who exactly I am now, who is to say? Maybe just leaving things unnamed might be for the
Then, I would be very friendly and amiable, but I would not be go-getting or steadfast, and so I would work harder, making me distanced from my friends. I spent a large part of my time in middle school wondering which version of me was the best and constantly changing my mind about it. Later, in high school, I began to synthesize, to find some common ground. Somewhere between the drum beat and the major tune, and not quite either, I found an exquisite melody: I compromised. Whereas “Giovanni” would have spent all weekend reading a book in the library and “Nicholas” would have spent that weekend lounging around with friends and putting of work, I talked with my friends about Kant or Nietzsche as we studied together for a test. I have found an ineffable state. I have become something different than what I had thought that I would be. I am unsure of exactly who I am, but I know that I am someone who is better than those two fake ideas. As for who exactly I am now, who is to say? Maybe just leaving things unnamed might be for the