Even though I do not have a mom, I still have motherly instincts inside me. I love to babysit, so whenever I get that chance I feel as if I can still be a great mom even if I do not have one myself. It does hit me sometimes, but I know that she would want me to go and live my life the way I want to, and have a happier life than she did. I know that she suffered from depression and bipolar, which did not leave her head in a very good place. This helps me to realize that she did not mean for it to hurt others as it did, but because she was sick and in a way, I see it as weak. However, she was my mother and I still love her, and I am in the process of forgiving her. Time will heal wounds, even though they may not fully heal, time is the one thing that can cure
Even though I do not have a mom, I still have motherly instincts inside me. I love to babysit, so whenever I get that chance I feel as if I can still be a great mom even if I do not have one myself. It does hit me sometimes, but I know that she would want me to go and live my life the way I want to, and have a happier life than she did. I know that she suffered from depression and bipolar, which did not leave her head in a very good place. This helps me to realize that she did not mean for it to hurt others as it did, but because she was sick and in a way, I see it as weak. However, she was my mother and I still love her, and I am in the process of forgiving her. Time will heal wounds, even though they may not fully heal, time is the one thing that can cure