How?
5/20
How did I fall in love? How did I from all people catch these feelings or emotions? I always kept myself close from the world. I never let anybody know my weakness; somehow, I let you in and accept you. How did you from all people I accept you? Why from all people I fell in love with? Why is it that I see more in you than I see in myself? Why is it that I want to push you to make great things, but when it comes to me I feel powerless.
I am scared of getting hurt again. I spent four years with someone who treated me as less and now I feel like I am falling back in that pattern. The lack of attention, the lack of feeling loved, lack of communication. You tell me that you love me, I am the only one. How do someone like me would …show more content…
I am broken and unworthy of love especially from you. I don't deserve it, I don't deserve being touch the way you do, love me the way you say. I don't deserve to be this happy after the pain I had cause for others. I punish myself for my mistakes and I can't seem to stop it. But I do love you, but I don't want to fail in love again. My heart can't seem to take another heartbreak. From all this, I realize I am the problem I always been the problem. I hold on something that doesn't affect my life right at this moment because you're the future and not my past. Not only do I have to change but I must see the positivity of things for once. I am not asking to get back together or even to forgive me. I am just explaining for once I accept I am the problem and I always been the problem. I always blame others but never realize the finger point right back to me. This may be corny but that's who I am. I am a hopeless romantic, a child in heart, stubborn, manipulate liar. I am the whole package. You have seen parts of me I never even shown my own family and that's the impact you had made on me. I don't know what impact I could possibly be done on you, but I don't it's much. I love you I truly
5/20
How did I fall in love? How did I from all people catch these feelings or emotions? I always kept myself close from the world. I never let anybody know my weakness; somehow, I let you in and accept you. How did you from all people I accept you? Why from all people I fell in love with? Why is it that I see more in you than I see in myself? Why is it that I want to push you to make great things, but when it comes to me I feel powerless.
I am scared of getting hurt again. I spent four years with someone who treated me as less and now I feel like I am falling back in that pattern. The lack of attention, the lack of feeling loved, lack of communication. You tell me that you love me, I am the only one. How do someone like me would …show more content…
I am broken and unworthy of love especially from you. I don't deserve it, I don't deserve being touch the way you do, love me the way you say. I don't deserve to be this happy after the pain I had cause for others. I punish myself for my mistakes and I can't seem to stop it. But I do love you, but I don't want to fail in love again. My heart can't seem to take another heartbreak. From all this, I realize I am the problem I always been the problem. I hold on something that doesn't affect my life right at this moment because you're the future and not my past. Not only do I have to change but I must see the positivity of things for once. I am not asking to get back together or even to forgive me. I am just explaining for once I accept I am the problem and I always been the problem. I always blame others but never realize the finger point right back to me. This may be corny but that's who I am. I am a hopeless romantic, a child in heart, stubborn, manipulate liar. I am the whole package. You have seen parts of me I never even shown my own family and that's the impact you had made on me. I don't know what impact I could possibly be done on you, but I don't it's much. I love you I truly